The ideas of March

I know I have not said much lately.
Wow.. I can't believe I skipped an entire year.
If you were me you would understand.

On the other hand, the only useful purpose for this blog is my own self reflection.
I should certainly use it more often, and be alot more verbose. Use it. Improve it. Move on. Carry forward.

Just a few words:
Girl is gone, I don't do enough for her. Alot of master/slave issues.
Art output is therefore increasing dramatically (more time for myself)
I turned 40 just a few days ago. Don't feel different.
I'm pretty lonely and very sad most of the time. Bummer.
not suicidal. Good.
Life does seem pointless however. Darn.
I drink too much. Easy to fix.
I should stop and take a new course of action.
That would be wise, huh. :)

I live.