It does not get any easier. Still think about Dad once in a while.. More often than I'd like to admit, actually. Still makes me weepy. Afraid of death. Maybe not afraid but just sad before the fact. It's going to keep happening to me again and again. This losing people thing is never going to get any easier.
I still think about her as well. It's a bit easier, she isn't much to me anymore. I'm more resolved now, for real this time. (ha.) No more, it's done. No you cannot be my friend. You decided that a while ago and you aren't ever coming back. This losing people thing is never going to get any easier.
Next!
