Dad's not doing so well. He cannot receive the last attempt at chemo since his lungs are so damaged from his longtime smoking and the bout with pneumonia a few months ago. He is just not able to get enough oxygen. I can't imagine what it's like to just be laying there while feeling oxygen starved. It's like slow suffocation.
Now there is some talk about hospice and funeral arrangements. All we are trying to do right now is keep him comfortable.
This is really difficult. :(